FoonG: Anthro-dragon

I'm Moving!!

2006-03-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm moving to other sites! heh

here

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2006-03-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

FoonG --
[noun]:

A person who makes a living suing celebrities

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March: the March of Exams and Results

2006-03-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

Aiks! I haven't been posting anything in this blog for a long time. Well, I'm being pretty buzy this time. Life is different when you starting to work. Time pasts very fast when you got a lot of things to do. I'm working every weekdays and leaving Saturday filled with outing and stuffs. I don't feel that time is enough for me now, esspecially the Music Theory Exam is VERY near while the SPM results is coming out at the same day. Can't get the result as soon as everyone else. Although I don't have any outing this weekend, I still need time to revise on my music theory. This is the first time I go take the exam alone. My mom will fetch me to the secondary school and leave me for the exam then I'm going back myself using that KTM. So, I might get the results on 1pm.

*sigh*

3 days left! So many stuffs to do... because of last a few weeks, I didn't manage to do preparation for tuition teaching very well despite I have time to do it on weekdays when I have time. However, I used that time for playing. (aiks xD)

Sometime I do felt some empty feeling in my heart. I don't know why...

Decision

2006-02-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

A lot of things happenned in these days. I'm getting really sad. REALLY Very Sad. You can said it is because the influences of the song Max shared with me - Wheel of Destiny. A sad song, a very sad song. It had drove me down and made me so worried.

Let's get to business. I been thinking a lot these days. I even can't get into sleep yesterday, my last decision is a very sad decision. Remember my question about choosing Multimedia or Music? I had made my decision. It's Music that my true passion is in. I had been addicted to musics since I was very young, maybe 3 years old? I danced to music according to my parents... I pay attention to the musics behind the Television Shows, Games too, not just the song sung by any artists or stars. What I wanted is music. I will made Multimedia as my second interest.

I will go the other way since everyone sounded so interested to Graphic Design and Multimedia. I will go music while nobody else around me is taking it. I don't want to make a wrong choice because I wanted to be in same group as anyone else. Music is my life. I will go this way. I want to compose songs. My passion is Music.

Why is this decision is so sad? You must be thinking. Now I tell you, All my efforts in searching for the right higher education about Multimedia Design is ALL WASTED. All my attendant to the universities or college's Open Day is WASTED! All my appearance in Education Fair is WASTED!! All the time is WASTED!!!

Other than that, if my mate is going to study Creative Multimedia in MMU, we will be seperated. I don't want to lose him. I like to take care of him. It's so sad to get away from your love. Seperated by a KL. We are so near but we can get to each other. That hurts.

SPM results is coming out 13th next month. Looks like I still have time to search of the right academy for Music. I don't know what I will be. I'm not certain about it. I have no dreams. Talking about dreams... Marvin is thinking of take part in The Amazing Races Asia. Which reminds me of the other reality TV shows, Nescafe's Kick Start. "Where your Dream Comes True" I started to ask myself, what is my dream?? I don't have a answer. Realizing that I have no dreams in my life, sadness.

Lastly, I'm choosing Music maybe because of one another factor. The custom beliefs. I went to a some kind of life prediction thing. He got my birth date and said that I only suitable for jobs in "earth" and "water" elements and not suitable with career that deals with "fire". Earth elements includes Design. Water elements includes Music.

*sigh*

I don't know, I really don't know. I'm tired of taking some respondsibilities on myself. I don't wanted to get anymore of it! It's sad period for me. A very sad period. I don't think I will draw much now. I can't draw comics, Can't do animation. My passion is not there. I wanted to be what I wanted to be.

Actually, I started drawing in Form 5 because of interested in Multimedia Design. Now, My priority is Music. Drawing is not important to me anymore. This felt like saying goodbye to all my friends i got in Internet. I guess, that's why I'm felt so sad.

Besides, I made them angry yesterday. I was so happy seeing them talking about Add.Maths and exams since SPM results is coming out. I felt... alone. Nobody likes me. Nobody cares me. Everyone becames so selfish. I just wanted to shared my feeling about exams. Or I just selfish giving my own view, not taking care of other's views. I hate myself. I pointless. I'm void. I wish anybody won't ever know me. Nobody should ever know me. Nobody should ever be my friend. Just like this arguements took place last year. I'm random, I'm useless. I'm nothing, nil, null, nought! Nothing I said is important. Nothing I said will benifits anyone. Nothing I do will be counted. I'm transperant. Nobody sees me. Nobody feels me. Nobody would ever try to be me. I don't feel my heart inside my anymore. I'm.... hollow.

Found?

2006-02-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

I just came back from visiting MMU (MultiMedia Universiti) for their Open Day. Max asked me out yesterday night for it.

*sigh* No sweet time with him.

Went there, saw the works, asked the things. Now, I know why Max always have arguements with his parents... You have to fight very hard to protect your own opinion. If you don't stay steady, you with be frustrated easy. Poor Max...

Well, thinking of studying in MMU. The university is too far away from my house and Max's. So, if we are going to study there... staying a hostel, or room... or even better, same room with Max... freedom to be close close with Max xD (Yay!)

So... I will look at the scholarships first, because the fees is... WOAH!! RM36000+-
I need money TT_ _TT

February: Lovie-dovie??

2006-02-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm... it was Chinese Valentines Day last Sunday, and yesterday was 14 February. Sure Lovie-dovie. Well, I got a day off yesterday. How lucky! and yes, Max came to my house. I'll keep what we did as a secret! XD

ahhh... other than that, I'm playing O2Jam lately. And, I found some interesting songs that I like so much, until I listen to it repeat and repeat again. It's was Wind on the horizon, and Until You Come Back. So nice... xD

well... blah blah, nothing at all.

More confusions

2006-02-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Now, it got worse... I just went to another Education Fair, I did do some asking around. Then, ended up with a guy in the KBU Booth. I was asking him about Multimedia Design subject, he gave me some "future perspective" views and advise me to take Graphic Design instead. I don't want Graphic Design!!!! it's obviously advertising!!! he said, I will learn better thing which can apply into multimedia there also! CRAP! CRAP! FULL OF CRAP!!! Why do they make another Multimedia Design???

SO.... confuse confuse... and I finally decided to take Music at last if I'm still confused with myself. That's it! the deadline: August!

What do I REALLY want?

2006-02-04T09:55:00.001+08:00

Past along a few days, no, a few moths, I've been thinking about what course should I take in my higher education. I was so sure about taking Multimedia Design. Now, I can't be that sure anymore. The SPM results is going to come out next month. I really need to do decision fast. Time is merely running out if I just keep procrastinate until the day.

Since everyone says, "Choose by your interest!" That, in fact confused me myself. Was it Music that I like? Was it Multimedia that I like? Was it Broadcast Arts? I HAVE interest to all that. Just is it that I'm greedy or something? I don't know. I couldn't find my soul, I lost it.

To choose Broadcast Arts, I only can choose Cenfad. But, they have a bad scholarship, only 50% and only for foundation year!! However, they have a special scholarship, so unknown until the students who want it have to go interview... In the mean time, the location of Cenfad, is too far for me to take any general transportation, unless I got my liscense and car.

If I want Scholarship, I better go Dasein. But, they don't have any course that I really like. Least, I may choose animation there. But, "Choose your interest!!!" This confused me enough.

If I'm gonna choose Multimedia Design, I will go to The One Academy or ALIF. TOA sounds too popular. My friends is taking the courses there. So many of them. I should have a second thought... While ALIF... I don't really know much about them. But from what I see, they did quite a good job in their website. I need more infomation!!! Too little information will trouble you, just like a Su Doku puzzle.

I have think about it for so long yesterday. My parents says, "Choose the one which have a good path ahead!" Okay, which one is it? Another said, "Don't worry, you still have half a year to think about it." ...(speechless)

So, I can't find my true interest in myself. I cannot make sure what I'm interested now will be staying "interested" in the future. This is so confusing! I'm living without an aim! I wanted to choose! But, I don't want to waste my time. And, I don't want to choose the wrong road!! WHAT I WANTED TO BE!????

What do I REALLY want?

2006-02-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

what to do in this holidays?

2006-02-01T11:26:00.000+08:00

I just came back from visiting relatives because of Chinese New Year. Now, I'm bored... there still 5 days more of my holidays. What to do now? All my friends sounds so buzy. Max too can't go out with me. I don't know what to do now. They said this year is bad for the dragon zodiac, I wonder this is the first unlucky?

CNY

2006-01-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is here, today is the last day of the year of Chicken, next is doggie! Just finished cleaning and packingup my room today. So, last minute. =3

Well, one week holiday for me. Here I wish everything will go smoothly to me. Including relationship too! ^^

A year out from school, it seems so... millions of possibilities. Everyone go to each way... Like me... I'm doing tutoring now, while going to take Piano Exams for Theory and Practical this year. At the mean time, Jeff is out to Canada and hardworks for him. He and Jayson too left the field of piano. Well, I couldn't contact Jayson. I don't know why... although he just live in the same street with me. I seldom see him online too, must be buzy working. Last time I heard, he's working as a asistant in a designing team... KehYoong, is working in Metro Prima's Jusco. Doing fine while waiting for the letter from National Service. Talking about National Service, XinYi should be in the camp or maybe back to her house to celebrate Chinese New Year. Chun Hao... doing nothing, searching for job, from last time I chat with him. Wanted to take my job, haha. No Way! WeiYuen, Back from Australia, and working as part-time model. This WeiYuen IS cute, no wonder Max so wanted to meet him. xD ChenSoon, got his L liscense, and still proud of his ability to beat every game... Stef, she is... preparing the transfer. Wish her good luck! PuiYee, working as a waiter in a cafe in 1Utama. She said, Maria, WeiSeng they all work there, if my memory serves me right...

So... I better stop now. I should go hear more from everyone. :)

January...

2006-01-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

It have been so long that I get to post in my blog. On the 29th December 2005, I lost my internet connection... No internet for New Year... so sad... now, It's fixed! thanks for me to wait and wait for the streamyx technician to come. I think I had called the Technician Asistant centre 8 times already...

Then, I started to teach Tuitions... Working as a tutor is hard. the First week, it's so hard for me. Second week, I got a little use of it already. Now, preparing for next week. Hopes I got better and better in teaching.

Finished playing Kingdom Hearts 2.... very very fun ^_ _^
Now, I got nothing to play already... >_ _>

Ahh... going to take Piano exam in March, and the practical in August/September. Half a year... sure I can do it??

Today, I got a little problem with my brother AGAIN! It was rainning out there, no much lightning. But, since the modem and NIC malfunction from lightning strike (refering to the lost internet connection up there), My brother came to me, some scolding blabing. I KNOW I KNOW!!! It just happens to be I don't want to go offline because I need to download some stuff! Break the rules once in a while is okay, right? (We have to off the modem and plug off the telephone line when raining) Stupid him! Just because he bought this computer (including the NIC in the motherboard) He don't have to blabbing to me like that! I let him win this time 'cause I don't want to argue more with him, making a big deal. But, he is the one who makes a big deal! Aftye that, He even called mom about this! How paranoid!! This ADSL internet account belongs to my sister which she and I go register together but using her name. My brother asked me, "How am I going to fix it again if lightning strike?". HEY!!! It's me who called streamyx for 8 TIMES!!!! and each call I have to wait for the people to get engaged with me! He fixed it? NO!!! He only give the malfunction modem to his friend to test it. Me? Asking around for help, invite my boss in the tuition centre (who had a diploma or maybe degree in Computer Science) to my house, bring those testing stuff, I called the streamyx centre, try to call my friend who lives nearby and have streamyx account and I couldn't contact him at last (how frustrating). He? He just goes complain everything and won't believe what my tuition centre boss said (he said the NIC is spoiled, Modem having some weird problem, which came true at last). By the way, My eldest brother is the one who fixed the NIC problem, not my second eldest (the one who complain). When they fixed the NIC, they need me to give them the password to connect to internet too... Why he just not being thankful for what he have now??? He just likes to blame people don't he? esspecially ME!!! I looks better than him, I'm more talented than him, I'm more intellingence than him, I want him to outta my way. What he is better than me is.... He is rich! so, that's it! I'm going to buy a laptop this year, try to get telephone line connection to my room. I don't to use this selfish guy's computer, I don't want him to sit behind me, looking at the monitor, watching what I'm doing online. Actually, I act more like the admin/owner of this computer rather than him! See how respondsible is everyone! >=(

No opportunities wasted

2005-12-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

just got back from the tuition centre. Looks like I still have plenty of time... after some tuition teaching. Still haven't got the time table for piano teaching, gotta call the principal tonight.

Well, I know teaching children, esspecially from standard 1 to 6, is hard, but, no opportunities is wasted. I gotta exprience that. 800 per month. + piano teaching... it will be 1k per month! I can buy lots of stuff! but then again... I gotta save for my study fees.

Met up with Kyuuhari Ronso

2005-12-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Ahh.... At 12.00 am this day, yeah, 23rd December, this day. Ron (his real name I think) short message me telling that I can meet up with him at the morning at Low Yat. Woke up in the middle of sleeping by my phone... I replied him. Soon, it last 1 hour to discuss with him, how to meet up!! Haha... go back to sleep...

Then... I arrived at KL Sentral at 10.30am... It was supposed to be 11am. I was too early. xD
So, I wait... Finally meet him... and didn't get where the KL Monorail station is. Then, stopped at the wrong station. Aiks! My first time to be at Low Yat and Sungei Wang. Sungei Wang is so... erm... I can't really fit into there... the top of each floor is so low.

Erm... been to Low Yat, unfortunately, Dreke can't make it. Oh well... Ron bought a tablet... Hmm... I want...

So... at noon, met up with Marvin. He take us to eat! Yay! the Loh Mee is weird there...
then, we go to the place where Kaynine work, Singapore Airlines... woah. and we chatter there. until Max called Marvin and decided to go to his house!

Yay! Went over to his place and played for a while. then... we have to go back at 5...

Here is my day xD

Ah... clearing the mists

2005-12-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

Mr. Chen called me again. He need to teel me what I need to know about the Primary School BM syllubus. So, I went to his house at 2.30 pm. Had to pass over the SPM papers for this year too. So... it made me so afraid... Me myself a bit hate children... xP Moreover, I had to teach children in both piano and tuition!!!

Dang!! Lots of thing to settle down... now, I got the time table for the tuition. I should discuss with my academy principal about the time table too... Tomorrow, I'm going to visit ALIF and Saito colleges. Good luck for me!

By the way, I had some gastric lately... really gotta eat healthy xP. Started to play Musashi: Samurai Legend again, I got the time! xD Miss Max so much... he's in Singapore now, couldn't see him, hear him, feel him... so lonely... Let's play PS2!!! xD Christmas is coming... New year is coming too... time is so fast...

Here's my job, there goes my study

2005-12-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

I just got a call from my tuition centre. Mr. Chen asked me to be a tution teacher for next year. I said yes! Since I'm looking forward to ask them later, now they called me! So, I can be double part-time next year! just the time problem... I had to arrange them properly. Luckily, they have the syllybus for the tuition. If not, I'm dead... xD

Now, I realize how big different for the UPSR nowadays than I was 5 year before. I couldn't believe they put the Nilai Murni thing just like Moral to it! Oh No!!!!! Poor Primary School students... *sigh*

By the way, the tuition time table cannot be fixed in the middle of year '06. It will bring BIG problem. So, after a little discuss with Mr. Chen, I decided to continue my study in year '07 or September '06 if I can. I might continue teaching tuition and piano while studying! Oh My God!

Now I get a little worried about my piano teaching time table. I'm afraid they will crashes! Ugghh... gotta make sure that doesn't happen.

Holidays in my own house... boring...

2005-12-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

It's a long holiday after SPM. I had to stay at home... doing nothing... Everyone else is going somewhere. Jayson have started to work. Max is going around Malaysia and Singapore for this week and next week. Weiyuen is going to Taiwan and Australia. JeffreyHoi have gone to Canada long time ago... I'm BORED!!!!! too much free time >_ _<

Although they said it's holiday time, Christmas, New Year. But, I feel so bored... I try to draw a bit... I try to play piano a bit. it soon became boring... I gone frustrated in drawing.

ChenSoon have nothing to talk with me except telling me how good he play his game in PS2. Boring...

I can't play any computer games. My brother used up 80% of the disk space! The O2Jam I once played before, now left to nowhere. My brother uninstalled it. I can't download it again. So.... bored..

Even I can play my brother's PS2, my eldest brother had a little holiday recently and kept playing the PS2. Even I get to play it, I can't save the game, because it isn't my memory card. And there aren't much interesting game to play with. I hate strategy game, fighting game and some sports game.

So, this what I always do now... get online, chat with friends... even I don't have topics to chat with friends. I don't catch any anime or comic stuff... I always get unanswerable lines like, "ah, ok." or "oh..." or "I see..." .... I'm so bored!!!!! Other than that, I can't online at night, where Jeffrey Hoi can online at that time in Canada. My brother is using the computer. Damn him for downloaded Google Earth, Don't he know the space available in the disk? I can't really mix music anymore, because of lack disk space!!!! Neither do editing pictures using computer!!! I MUST GET MY OWN LAPTOP SOMEHOW!!!!!

I have to wait till January... to start to work... it's so looooong.... Christmas Eve... I'm meeting with my internet friends again... but, it's still way loooong...

I'm sooo boooorrred, can anyone help me to kill the boredom... This is the most boring birthday month for me... Ahhh... heating the same old boring songs again... My after school life sucks... No one tell me they are going to WeiYuen's house because he is leaving from Malaysia. No one do... No one never ask me out or something. They won't think about me when going out and have fun... At least yesterday, I asked KehYoong to come out to meet Max, but he didn't. He didn't even reply when I SMS him. Some said, I'm really independant, you see. You people are the one who made me to be. I don't want to be a loner. Shyliness always be my enemy all along.

I hate myself... this picture for today...

So much for my Birthday

2005-12-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday - 10 December. it was a buzy buzy day for me. A day out from to house from 7am to 12 midnight something...

Morning: I have The New Media Award 2005 competition. I had to be there before 9.15 am. But since the registeration starts at 8am, I'm there early. Arghh... wait there so long for my mate, and I unable to call him! Finally he came... at 8.15 somthing. He didn't switch on his phone! Nevermind... Although both of us is registering in the same counter, but, his place is Hall E4, I'm E3. Seperated... sad... At first we thought the theme of drawing is still the same one, until the people start the competition and gave us the question paper.... here it goes... In the middle of te forest, you feel the earth treble and it's caused by something inside an old mansion. Inside the mansion, it's very grand and the trembles feels stronger, it came from a strange looking wardrobe. We have to draw out what happens next. I think I still can do it. Well, almost. I did it slowly... until finish right at the time. Oh well...

12pm: After the competition, my and my mate hang around The One Academy for some Life Drawing demonstration... We admire, but, we didn't learn anything much there. Next is some talks about the courses in The One Academy. That is useful... but, I'm still choosy... I can't choose which major should I take in Multimedia Design. I like Digital Film, but Digital Animation, New Media, and Motion Graphic Design as well!! ahh... somebody please help me to choose..... >_ _< follow up, is the prize giving ceremony. Ah, I didn't win anything. Anything at all. I suck!

4pm: It's over. I met Jayson and Maxine there. But, they didn't enter the competition. They were just visiting The One Academy. Here I have to leave Max alone. I called Ben the Dark Jackal to tell him, I'm ready already. I went over to the Caltex petrol station to wait for him. Finally, I met Ben and FatDrake. It's rain BIG in KL. Woo! But, we still arrive at KLCC at the right time. Then, I finally meet Kaynine, PearBear, Dreke, Night, and Marvin. We are going to watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA!!!!!!! the movie is great! I like the background music, effects, and the animals etc. etc. is so realistic! I like Alsan...

8pm: We finish watching the movie, and now, for some eating and chatting. They all are nice people, nice to meet them too. Rex came later, not catching the show since he's a buzy man anyway. We had our tradition thing... to draw out something in a paper. While taking turns and chatting, I told them that my birthday is that day actually. Because Ben was checking who is the youngest... XD (me). I had a great time there although my head is a bit aching maybe because of so many light flashing and dark surroundings in the cinema, so I didn't talk much.

11pm: Ben said he can fetch me home, so, be it. Then I end up with... lost in highways... I hate those unclear signboards! We been Cheras and MRR2. Until Wangsa Maju, I had not choice but to let my parents to fetch me there. ahh... I made so much trouble. But, it's good for me and Ben to know the roads more. I guess? XD ha... haha..... ^_ _^; I finally arrive at my home at 1am. such a loooooong day. I'm exausted. SMS my mate and go to sleep. What a day... Phew~

Music

2005-12-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yes! I finished the Foong_Medley!! 20 songs in 10 minnutes! Actually, I was a bit bored and tired, so, I choose to end it quick. If you want to hear me playing this song in piano, it might be random and longer. Hah~ One thing done in my unfinished stuffs pile.

I went to my music school today. Asked about teaching students. And the results... I will be start teaching by next year! Take this December as a holiday ^_ _^.

Practice drawing today, coloured until half-way actually, so, I still left the works there. Because I wanted to chat with my mate. Going to his house again, WHee!

Update till here, see ya!

New beginning

2005-12-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

SPM is over and it should be the start of the working life or higher education life. The dragon is looking forward. This blog is started right NOW!!

I will post about my social life in anthropomorphism, or they called furry fandom in Malaysia. I've already got into the fandom in this year. I'will also post about the things that happenned in my life. Or even my little thing with my mate, Max. Mostly, I will post about my art and music thing lah!

Yesterday, I went to the Napei Education Fair. I was crowded and noisy like hell. I went out with Max, we were dated at 10 o'clock morning. At the South Court of MidValey megamall, I waited for him, and sent a SMS to him. "Dear, I'm here. Where are you?" And I wait. Then, I saw Max arriving, bringing the news that he forgot that he left his handphone in his mom's car. OH NO!!! The message!!! Now, it's too dangerous to my relationship with Max. If his mom know... NOoooo.........

So, I borrowed him my phone to call his mom, to fetch back the handphone before anything bad happens. But, times of times of call failure, made us so worried. Finally, he suscessfully called his mom, and a little argue with her. She didn't sound so happy that time. So, we go around and wait until 11.30. We kept window shopping. We don't have any mood to buy anything after all. So, as soon as Max's mom and brother arrived to MidValley, we split. Then, I went back to the cinema, where I agreed to wait him. Along that time, I'm so worried and felt so alone. I don't want to lose him....

Then he SMSed, "Im cumming up, dear. ^^". Phew~ I was so relieved that his mom didn't know our actual relationship. So, I keep waiting looking for Max. After meeting up, we go straight to the fair.

Both of Max and me aimming for Multimedia. And we got ten institutes in our hand. Now, my list had gotten more narrow. In this December, I will go around to the institutes and see their enviroments and facilities. First is The One Academy.

Before the fair, Max and me entered The New Media Award organized by The One Academy and The Star In.Tech. It's a drawing on-the-spot competition, and the theme is "My Fantasy Adventure". It will be held on 10th December. So, this is also an opportunity for Max and me to visit The One Academy that day. Now, I gotta go practice for that day!